BlackArachnis

boy, did I get sidetracked or what... but... I uploaded a new custom after so long... at least I'm still alive and kicking eh?

right, been away a LONG time, recollecting my thoughts and regaining my will to do what I do and well... I`m back! and even getting payed for it. expect in short order, The Cadre, Deepcover, Huffer, Howlback and maybe a drawing or two. and I`ve also gotten into expanding my kitbashing into other things such as Marvel Universe. might show that off too...

right, so I`m back of an involuntary leave of abscence...doesn`t matter much since only my rpg buddies on my site seemed to have missed me. oh well, who would miss me here right?trying to find my way again after a crap past few years and finding I have lost a great deal I never tried to lose. I could go into detail but...suffice to say that my mood says it all.

well, this is the final straw for me. earlier today I got yelled at for something that I had done months ago when I started my messageboard by someone dear to me who never even bothered to check.it got to the point where I was getting so sick of it I seriously considered ending my life.to those who know what the yelling was about (you know who you are)sorry, but the chance of me cheering up have been thouroghly been crushed to dust. to those who don`t, you`re better not knowing.

just made my first messageboard and due to high heat and humidity here I am unable to use my favorite way to create, kitbashing. what`s wrong with such weather you might ask? WELL, for starters, the epoxy won`t harden properly, the paint I use dries badly and flakes even WITH primer, and my personal fave of the bunch*my glasses get wet due to sweat....have to wait till it cools before I can work again....stupid summer.